Fucking winz

Here I was thinking that I was not getting the dole, because I had earned too much for my art.
But no, it was just another case of winz fucking up my benifit again. So I was getting a benifit, it's just they where not paying me. I think that because they have not been giving me the benifit

So now I have to declear my earnings as if I was a dole when I was not getting a dole.

And it gets even more confusing. Because I work for myself at symposiums, I don;t know if I will will get any money for it or when I will get any money. The Winz system goes, oh you worked for three weeks, y did u not tell us... but it's not until I have finished working and the gamble o the auction has happened that I then see if I have made any money or not. I don't fit there model of employment at all for them and feel hasseled because of my situation. I also have other issues with winz, ie the sickness benifit, i get doctors bills and send them to winz then they drip feed that money back to me over the year, but I don't get the drip feed the doctors. So I loose cash here. It's just a crock of shit, they make all the rules to suit them and not to give me justic.

Ugggh, so I have a meeting tomorrow to see if I can sort out what's going on.
I'm finiding it very depressing and my anxity levels are going through the roof.